♥ Thursday, December 30, 2004
i am drinking again! haha~ tiger beer this time. haha~ my head's spinning, yet again.
well well.. the last devastating thing that happened this year! the tsunami killer waves and all. eurgh. why do we even live? we're all waiting for death. if i could replace 1 thousand tsunami victims who died.. i would die to replace them. =] i mean.. i am lucky cuz i know i've got good family and friends. and, i wanna end my life already. hahaha~
never ceased to love..
yet you never ceased to hurt..
nice quote quote kinda stuff.. by my nikki sis.
blasting the moulin rouge music. i'm tipsy. bah~
bye people.. i've lived this life well..
WHOOPEEDEEDOO~
9:46 PM;
♥ Tuesday, December 21, 2004
i met prince charming and went blading with him. =] wee~ i love prince charming. prince charming loves princesses. i am not. haha~ dang!~
fairytale runied.
just hopefully.. yes, HOPEFULLY..
everyone has a white/black/blue/green/red merry christmas.
i'll crush you. basturded.
haiz~ sighs* whatever.
its over! :c
evol oyu eno eht by devol eb ton dan evol ot skcus ti.
i just learnt it!! its german! cool aye!?
11:33 PM;
♥ Saturday, December 18, 2004
15th of dec
had an awesome time with cat, sheena and erm..wendy. our tradition of neoprint taking on birthdays.. haha~ its all on my friendster. it wasnt a crowded celebration.. but.. with cat and i, we can totally go gaga and rock the whole town. woot!~ i bought my new specs. on my birthday again! hahaha~ this purple specs i am using was bought on my birthday, last year. now there is this male optician, who is so charming. so decent looking and all. when he gave me the eye test, i almost fell in love with him. its like.. he was so soft spoken, then he brushed my fringe that was between my specs and eye.. he was like "your fringe.." with him staring straight into my eye! woo~ so.. aaahhh.. oooh.. had fish and co. for dinner. woot~ it was pretty COOOOOL there.. we were freezing there. hahaha~ must say fish and co. rocks so much i am gonna quit my fed up pasta mania place. eurgh.. RARRRRRGH...
16th of dec
woot!~ had so many people celebrating with me. all the CARING band members.. not that those who wanted to come (but did not in the end) are not caring la.. but haha~ maybe never buy present but ran away.. hohoho!~ GOTCHA! knew your trick. anyhoos, spent a smashing $253.75! like.. OMG. we almost had to stay behind and wash the plates! but phew.. some people offered to pay more. like those nice people.. like me. haha~ ok, i paid $5 more ONLY. probably for the SERVICE charge. which wasnt so much of a service. the service charge cost a whole $21.97. muahahaha~ sorry lo, i am spending all my money in a short notice. so i brought a lil extra only.. on that day. :S oops. thanks to benny, who organised it.. =] wee~ and the many people who bought me SO MANY NICE PRESENTS! woot!~ especially the PRECIOUS 6 piece godiva chocolates, the HUGE bouquet of sunflowers with ferrero chocs on it! and what!!! AN LV PURSE FROM MY RICH SISTER. =] man i love my family. my eldest sis was the one who paid for my phone.. c; and, benny probably gave me the most expensive card ever. the number behind the card is 4 digit one lo! hahaha!~ btw, someone gave me a present with the price tag on it.. guess who?!?! hahaha~ go figure! Xb
17th of dec
almost died of heart attack when mr eng approached me and said "so lynn, what are you going to do next year?" man, it was the day i get my results. NOT BAD... but.. NOT GOOD either. i lose to eugene can. haha~ he get 6 for 6 subjects.. me? i get a friggin 7 for only 3 subjects. totally not proud of it. :c oh well.. but my parents say ok.. next year buck up can liao. =] i will do well, better than eugene!!! (like real only) then i'll buy my dad a lexus.. and a hog motorcycle for myself! KAMPATEH NEH!!!
18th of dec
this is the time where i totally get fed up with my one and only female manager who is malaysian and not pretty. ELAINE. (tom, if you're reading this, that is why i was so pissed today..) hey, the iced mocha use coffee is danny teach me one can?! i use coffee she scold me, i use expresso danny say too strong. whatever la! i gave her total attitude man. sorry, i dont respect malaysians UNLESS they respect me in return FIRST.
she "lynn ah..is it true that i heard that you wanna quit.. "
me "YAH" -looking elsewhere-
she "why issit you wanna quit?"
me "DONT KNOW." -wanted to say "ITS BECAUSE OF YOU."-
she "just now i tell you things properly why you say ya la ya la i know i know.. you know you should be responsible now that you're working?!?! -me thinkingOH WHATEVER!- why is it that you are giving me attitude?"
me "well, it is me what."
she "ya, it is you. but now you are working."
me "WHATEVER.."
she "so when you want to quit"
me "DEPENDS.." -still looking and talking to the air-
she "depends?"
me looking at the oh so beautiful chopped parsley
she gives up talking and walks away.
WOOT!~ i am so gonna get fired! but nono, i am gonna quit. =] i hate that place. i'd rather join the oh so stressful fish and co. they dont use gloves to hold their food.. they dont use soap to wash their coffee cups.. EXCEPT ME.. and of course the managers and the more hygienic (spelling) workers.. eurgh. disguisting. whatever. i dont hate pasta mania. sorry, i am only a pleasant worker IF you treat me nicely. hahaha~ she just doesnt know that i work well with danny and eric. but when she comes, i'll just screw up. cuz you know what? I HATE/ABHOR/DETEST YOU, elaine whatever your malaysian surname is. =] that is lynn, from pasta mania, serving you.. XD
10:26 PM;
♥ Saturday, December 11, 2004
i just realised.
i am not well-liked, not pretty, not nice.
i`m crude, unfriendly, fugged up, brutish.
suddenly, certain people are so cold towards me.
criticize me.
thanks.
now i know how stupid i am.
how girls like ansley are so popular and all.
how i wish i was so rich, clever and pretty.
feeling so emotionally down.
it just so suddenly stuck me.
*SIGH
forget it.
nobody likes me.
nothing used to daunt me.
now i`ve sunk into the deep blue sea.
i`m no more loved.
oh well.
i suck.
i admit.
everyone hates me.
nobody reads my blog.
ishalltalktomyself.
hilynn.
HI.
gtg,bye.
bye.
11:44 PM;
well.. i`ve got nothing really interesting to talk about..
so.. what can i do?! rarrgh.. yaay, i shal write a wish list. that`s what everyone does in their blog. oh well.. here goes nothing..
0) GET G R E A T RESULTS for n`s and o`s (think f a aaaaarr rrr)!
1) a tour around rome (eurh.. r i g h t .)
2) another handphone with memory card, dont mind a second-hand.
3) another chihuahua puppy. (muahahahahahahahaha.. my mum will kill me)
4) a 8 series yamaha flute is good enough. (sankyo flutes are even better)
5) a maid to clear my bedroom till it`s need and tidy.
6) have loadsa money, stike lottery or something.
7) a humongous bouquet of sunflowers with ferrero chocolatesssss and an accompanying forever friends bear on it.
8) 1 kg of godiva chocolatier.. (yes, i mean 1 kg!)
9) 10 packets of mark and spencer extremely caramel chocolates!
10) erm.. a happy birthday.
11) a happily merry result receiving.
12) and a merry christmas.
oh well.. ha ha ha. only 0 , 9 , 10 , 11 , 12 are possible.. oh well.
10:18 PM;
♥ Thursday, December 02, 2004
omg. its been that long since i last updated. almost 2 weeks. eurgh. been so friggin occupied with band and work.. can`t even find a wee bit time for chill-outs. is this cool or this is cool? i`ve never been so busy in my life. what (or what`s?) more, i haven seen my family members for pretty long. it`s like. i din even know nik had a new hairdo. their always back at midnight. i don`t even have anyone to talk to.. anyone to accompany me through the lonely/boring/alone nights.. i don`t love anyone (except him).. i`m a freak. ok cat, now your curse have worked on me. HAPPY? i`ll be an old hag who won`t marry. eurgh. i should turn myself into some nerd. like shandi, antp? she`s cool, i think. ok, enough with crap loads. i have to friggin buck up since the concert is round the corner. christmas too. who gives a fuck bout my birthday. eurgh. whatever! oh well.. gtg. i am gonna live my no-life life. byeeeee.. i`m off to watch the television. (not programmes. i`ll just stare at the black tv screen).
8:41 PM;