WOOHOO-


today was meant to be a gathering for cat, emmy, luv, sheena, zhian and me.. however, only sheena and i were able to make it. hmmm.. oh well.
sheena and i had helluva time. we ate A LOT. window-shopped A LOT. and walked A LOT. godarnit. esp at fareast, we walked round and round in search of a "missing" shoe shop. hoho- saw a few pretty boys. but i mean, who cares. we only want *them. (: hee-




while we were at heerens, decided to bitch and acted rich [HEY! IT RHYMES!]. hoho- and we achieved it! cat, we did sort of "flaunting".. hee. we went into flash and splash, we went to the female shoe section. these two girls were blocking the WHOLE shoe rack and they were like dicussing on which shoes to get. sheena and i, standing there like idiots, were waiting for them to like, EXCUSE US, when something suddenly came into my mind..
i said "HEY, i have.. that, that and that.. tsk."
then the two girls turned back and gave the ashamed yet pissed-off look.
sheena continued "tsk.. i feel like buying another pair of shoes.."
i replied "what the hell! you alr have 5 pairs of these kinda shoes(skater)"
she said "but all of them are SO OLD!!!"
and i said "WHAT!? OLD!? the last pair of shoes you bought was 2 months ago!!!"
then we walked off started laughing like -hell- there wasnt tmr.
sheena said the two girls face turned considerably black and were pretty pissed. HOHO- that was G R E A T fun. it feels good to PUNK people. darnit. i am so deprived. - -ll



and, sheena and i went to nydc to try out her reccommendation of meatball ate the manhatten spaghetti, hawa'iian pizza and iced chocolate milk elephanccino. instantly, we gained 2 kg from all that food!!! haha- dang~ bill was 38 buckeroos. and both of us in the morning, individually thought, we CANNOT eat so much anymore. i have this habit/sickness of binge-eating disorder. i have NO control over my tendency of wanting to eat the things i want. STRESS! eurgh. nvm, i'll reign over my sickness. (: and thanks sheena! for all that mouth-watering food. sheena finally bought the bag she wanted -claps-. and i bought a white, thick hairband! WOOHOO! it costs 2.5 bucks ok. at least i spent SOME money. anw, sheena, i forgot what quote i wanted to put down. :s hee.



going out again, TOMORROW! omg- with cat and sheena. hopefully with zhian, luv and emmy too. (: gonna go beach road and buy our SHOES! though it's the fake one. it's a CLASS thing. :x haha- Xb oh well. stopping here.
till next time!
10:06 PM;





today was a booboo day.
i felt so moody.
boo~
hate it when i feel like this.
quarrelled.
- -ll
hate me,
AGAIN.
haha-
dang.
i'm going nuts for no reason.
and the nuts i'm feeling is
the type of frustrating nuts.
not mental nuts.



hell.
6:46 PM;





HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY SHEENA!!!



woohoo! godarnit was today a good day! haha- cat, luvena, emmy, zhian and i bought sheena this really pretty big faced GUESS watch for her. man, how lucky can she be?! mm hmm. well. hoped YOU like it ya? haha- I LOVE SHEENA & darryl (?!) TO A GAZILLION BITS!!! :x r i g h t. just came back from the nutty "celebration" i had with sheena. it was a pity the rest of MY darlings weren't able to turn up. but, sheena and i managed to bring the spirit up! hee- we watched creep, which was afterall, NOT that creepy at all. was really sadistic and gruesome. FULL of gore i'd say. what a show for a BIRTHDAY! haha- a part of the show i LAUGHED so loud everyone turned and stared at me. HOHO. it was really hilarious!!! i swear! haha. oh well. that show's really crappy. and after that, we went to play at the outdoor playground and took neoprints. only the two of us. OH, btw, we acted and i was BUTCH, she was my lesbian partner. hee. XD sheena loves VICTOR QUEK.. and I LOVE DARRYL!!! wait, we were so crazy we were going ABSOLUT NUTS. HAHA- had a funtabulous time with you sheena, hope you had a great time too! c: happy birthday ONCE again. i have something else to say.. but.. I FORGOT what was it! darnit. wait till i remember it next time. HOHO.




<3 loving YOU people! *muah
take care and smile (:
9:44 PM;





just read sheena's blog. it's funny how contradicting she can be. at first "our class is not that united afterall". haha- and the latest entry?



you CAN past anything, NO matter how severe.
i've learnt to be strong.
and i'm stronger than you left me with.
thanks to you, i am what i approach to be,
today.



-people are too obsessed with an utopia that will never come, instead of thinking of the quality life now.*
how true. people dream and fantasize so much that they dont bother of what they have right in front of them. true enough, everyone wants to be rich and have a happy family. who wouldnt?such paradiso are unlikely to happen to each and every human, and if it were to be, there wouldnt be enough land. as long as you're living healthy and strong, it's a blessing.



suddenly, i feel like putting all quotes down.
and, i shall.



"yaay. can faster go home and shit. i love to shit" -sheena
"in 10 years time, i'd be married to someone whom i can make love to" -sheena
"i cant help it. i'm really funny." -mr oh
"hey class. wanna have mass orgy?" -cat
" luvena, i wanna drink NAI NAI (english: milk)" -sheena
"EH, your armpit wet?" - azhar asking me a DUMB question
"look at my boyfriend. he looks like shit, he acts like shit and he IS shit" -HER
"i like dicks. they are SO protruding." -HER2
"anus is the hole. rectum is the tube. AIYO, you all cannot differentiate a hole from a tube ah?!" -miss lim
me: "miss.. oops. MDM sharifah.."
mdmsharifah: "YES? you CAN call me miss......."
"i DONT want you anymore!!!! you dont let me touch your breasts. -pouts-" -ME
"i am the most selfish and annoying person on earth. SO WHAT? you love me. ADMIT it." -cat
"stop staring at my breasts! i know you like them." -luvena
"i'm bleeding my life away.." -sheena, having her period
"i'm happy and gay.. while you're just.. (pauses) gay." -HER3
"EH! i eat my mucus! so salty. I LIKE!" -HER
"you're fat. but you can run." -syafiq admits i'm fat
"CHER.. he turned into a new leaf." -justin (do you get the joke?)
"my younger's breath also very smelly.. like hers!" -sheena
"they point their finger at their friends ah.. point here point there, i hope their there ah, ROT" - miss soh
astley: " cher, i want to go to the toilet."
miss soh: " astley, you always want to go to the during my lesson. WHY? i remind you of the toilet bowl is it?! GO LA. next time you wear pampers then you need not go to the toilet."
astley: "then you help me clean la."




yeap.. that's what happened so far in MY class, my life. how retarded can my class be? we've been really wild lately. so wild that we're united to the core. currently hoping that we'd all GRADUATE from this low-life school with EXTREMELY GOOD results, beating the high scores of year 2002. and get into courses we want, good schools, and again, GREAT 'o' level results!! yes, we would anyway. hee- i'm serious. yes, we'd prove miss soh wrong. DUH!~ i can't wait to finish o's and get MY G R E A T results. from what she said on friday, i guess, there isn't much of a thing to like about her. we've deceived ourselves thinking that she's been really nice to us and that we're a bunch of arses. we have given her all we could and SHOULD, but we did not do her homework, ONLY. but seriously, she's quite lenient. she only say things without going through her brains. "they're so sharp it cuts." haha- we slack, but we're too serious about TOO many things we can't decide which ones the more serious one. we're smart, but we're a fun class. that's why. we do everything with a TINGE of fun. (: yet again, i don't want to leave the class. because we've walk paths of long and short, thick and thin.. played hard, lied, hurt, cried, laughed and played truant together! haha- can't and WON'T forget those moments. moments of long and short, impacts of big and small. we've hated each other at times, but after going through so much together, we've learnt to LOVE each other! (:



ENOUGH SAID! my class rocks YOUR nuts and balls, bums and boobs, till it dangles and bounces. hoho- s e x y . I LIKE! mm hmm.



till again. (:
<3love ya and smile LOADS! *muah
9:44 PM;





GLORY! GLORY! 5-UNITED!


OH! the final tms cup result is out. but i mean.. WHO GIVES A DAMN REALLY? we lost, but we lost gloriously! c: after we actually lost the game, we were MORE united! unlike them. Xb i'm sorry to say this but ya. nothing in school now is united. what can we expect from juniors now? NO FUN, NOTHING. all they think of is "i must get.... i must this... i must that.." what's the point if your team doesnt benefit from the product? weeheehee- all in all, my class rocks YOUR nuts, BALLS, boobs, bums... EVERYTHING. until it bounces and dangles. HAHAHA- our class in SO united and unanimous. cant take it. we do EVERYTHING together! isn't that G R E A T ? haha- YOU BET! i am a lil cutie pie that cheers EVERYONE up! with my undying optimism, i shall stand strong till the day that i die! yaay. i'm the rainbow and sunshine that comes after the rain! woohoo!~




"G-O G-O 5-U.
WE WILL, WE WILL! SUPPORT YOU!
GO (5)
GO (5)
GO (5-U!!!!!) "
and
"glorry glorry 5 united!
glorry glorry 5 united!
glorry glorry 5 united!
we all will bring you down!!! "


yaay. hoho- cant take it.
the girls in MY class are total enthusiastic bunch.
so full of life and energy.
that is what i call JOIE DE VIVRE. XD
woohoo!!!~ go check the dictionary.
it is a TOTALLY interesting word.
should use it ALL the time in your life.



btw, congrats to the choir, band, dance and CO! ya all have made an unexpecting impact on.. well.. everyone in the school. no one even dare thought that all aesthetics would come in 4 in-a-row-golds. hee. my computer is lagging. well.. update when it ISNT lagging.
8:29 PM;





it's a sunny sunday!!! darnit. haven't been skating for eons alr. probably because i picked up soccer? haha- NAH. i still love skating.. but i never had the time to. oh wellos.




YESTERDAY!!!! went to town with emmy, luvie and zhian before we went to meet sheena and farhana (but ended up meeting half of the class at city hall) for boeing boeing. haha- boeing boeing is a helluva good comedic play. c: it was gooda neh. "will you come insu my rum tunight? i am waitsing for you tu kissss me goodnight.." HAHAHA! well, i was imitating the japanese air stewardess. HEE.. after that, three quater of the class went to town together! and had our dinner at fareast shopping centre's KFC and burger king. XD had loadsa fun looking at the boys in my class eat the strawberry fizzle pop 'sweet'. they had their face scrunched up like... A FLOWER!!! haha- it set sheena, cat and i laughing. especially vincent. he actually made 'smoke' come out from his mouth!!! HAHAHA- r i g h t . then we took one packet and shared between ourselves. heh. it stung my tongue! boohaha- we then went walking along streets of orchard in an extremely big but separated group.. it was great fun having a BIG group going out together! c: weeheehee- i love my class. i wish frozchatiq all the best for the match tmr! yaay! finals! they WILL/MUST W I N !




ok, that's all. c:
see you AGAIN!!!
9:55 PM;





unusual. things have gone haywire. the usually close ones are quarrelling. hmmm. saddening. beautiful things are short-lived. hmmm. how true is that? oh well. good luck to ya all. F O R G I V E & F O R G E T . remember the good times and let bad times be a lesson. aiite? that's all i can say to you..



btw, SPEECH day AKA 'last' day of CCA is SO fun. cant take it. most of the bandits were back! like the pretty pretty malorie, cheryl, liming, vivian, jing qing, sherlynn and celiana.. my BEST FRIENDS eugene and timothy(erm. RIGHT..)!!! wee~ gave eugene a really long warm hug before i left the school. -sighs- it's been a REALLY long time. :c how depressing. and timothy looks cute! c: specs so like MINE. copylynn. haha- Xb all of em get 6As and above?! great. i.. have to hide my face somewhere. help! darnit. they are GOOOOD! and me? -weavesahugeSIGH- moreover, the reception the band play before was godarnit boring. i'm sorry to say. i don't dislike the band anymore but.. YAH. it was so saddening. i was SO looking forward to playing as a WHOLE band but my anticipation led to disappointment. tsk tsk tsk.




however, melissa & rachel perked me up with their exceptionally BIG packet of m&m's and sweet messages!!! XD i wasn't expecting anything from anyone. i expected sandy to buy something (that is SOOOOO predictable), but melissa?! rachel?! SO TOU-CHED!!! the two cutie wutie flautists mayves and michelle also chipped in for the bouquet of FLOWERS. YAAY! i love flowers. hey, i thought i supposed to get BIG BIG things from everyone cuz i'm BIG everywhere? haha- apart from my eyes and brains. muahahahahaha~ arrogance leads to NOWHERE i guess. yes, it does. :b message to ASS. haha- [in case you din know, you can try jumbling the words and YES! you guessed it! it is a school name.] ok, back to topic.. YAH! so tou-ched by all these SMALL SMALL gestures. sandy was SO trying to hide the fact that she bought something for us SO hard that it was SO apparent that even i could tell. hurhur- silly girl. well well. band aside. so now, i'll strive to be as good as people in my batch of band members aka members of SYF2003. c: YAAY. hopefully i'll be someone someday.




signing off, LYNN.
till next time.
10:01 PM;





well well. nothing's been really interesting these days. back to loadsa homework and work and work. OH! speech day's coming. i can't play the tarzan selcections. SO SO SO difficult. and i DON'T really have the time to self-prac. i'd rather go watch some football and calm my nerves. oh damned. i forgot to wish the spsmb good luck today. :x but i bet they won't need it in any way! they'd surely get a gold with 2 honours. haha- if there ever is one. so.. congratulations to whoever's in spsmb and reads my damned blog. hee.



am i paranoid? or i AM paranoid? i don't know.. maybe a lil?
eurgh. i can't take it anymore. i'm going a lil crazy. the stress is burning my brains. it's probable that i study and go mental. "DIEEE!!! YOUR FATHER DIEEE!!! YOUR MOTHER DIEEE!!! EVERYBODY DIEEE!!!!! " haha- i bet you remember these cries. you won't know.. i might join him one day, cursing and swearing, banging my head on whatever's-in-my-way.. just because this world we live in just gets more and more complicating. mother nature takes us at its most unexpected. doesn't she? snap* and people die because of this and that and this and that.




oh. and i realised, chinese mid year papers are like in a few weeks?! what balls are these?! shucks. i can't do SOOOO many subjects. i'm trying. really, i am. but time isn't on my side. really, it AIN'T. months pass like weeks, weeks pass like days, days pass like hours, hours pass like minutes, minutes pass like seconds and seconds pass like split seconds! how bout that?! everything is in a flash. one glimpse and bang* one hour passed. see.. it's alr 13th of april! half of the 4th month in the year is gone! nevertheless, i still have.. another 4 months?!?!?! goodness gracious! that is still so not enough. HAHA- what balls.




on top of all these, i've achieved half of miss nicety. haha- as in those full-faced miss nicety. not those HALF-faced ones. c: wait.. haha- i'm contradicting myself! whatsoever. blaggh. my mum's listening to Mr Fei Yuqing. can't stand his voice. totally. SO gentle that it aggravates me. eurgh.



i'm still in love with no one. and cat, before you know it, i'm getting over him. c: good? i'm a free flying soul. why get attached? stupidity. n u m s k u l l s . bums. but i so lack love. zat hates me. :c and i get really sad when people i love a lot start to hate me. BOOHOOHOO-* x'c cat, emmy, luvena, sheena, zhian, i'm changing for YOU people. for the better, for myself to cherish people and NOT take things for granted(like i always do). c: yeayea. i'm gooooooooood! right. BAKA!



till again! c: loadsa<3 *muah.
9:31 PM;





YAAY!!! THEIR HARDWORK WAS COMMENDABLE AND THEY'VE GOT WHAT THEY YEARNED FOR.


YIPPY! congratulations to all those who were in SYF band. hello? GOLD with honours? wth. hey hey, DON'T DON'T DON'T get swell-headed please. haha- 5 people msged me to tell me the results. while i was waiting in anxiety, i'm sorry but i fell asleep. HAHA- ;b so i just read the received results. hello, no big deal la, i saw this coming.



continue to be NICE, SMILE, feel 'TOPS' and last but not least,
HUMBLEHUMBLEHUMBLE. woo~ though i may not like this band as much, i LOVED it when people asked me "why you so nice?" when i gave them the folded heart and MINI MINI tops. i was making them puke and die with my horrible side of singing after the very day before the SYF practice ended. getit? kinda mind twirling over there. c: they were told off by mr glosz and most of them felt so hollow but i perked them up with my SINGING "QUE SERA SERA!!! WHATEVER WILL BE WILL BE!!!!"
well on top of just being elated receiving gold with honours, give YOUR fair share of JOY to the instructors and leaders. INSTRUCTORS (mr glosz, mr zatiman & mr meroy heng) should receive loads of gratitude from you SYF people. whilst leaders.. they planned all the practices for YOU to practise your merry widow. eh, THAT'S SOMETHING TO BE HAPPY ABOUT! they don't even bother planning a PROPER one for the performance band. and i've been giving them hell loads of trouble. HA HA HA. :b there won't be a LYNN if there isn't FUN, LOVE and TROUBLE. XD i'm sorry i gave xingwen, haojie and yimeimei trouble. KOMENASAI!!! KOMENASAI!!! haha- so fruits basket the 'girl/guy'. know.. the monkey?! HA HA HA.



see, no matter how much i hate to be in the situation of the performance band, i'll still try to be NICE!!! i bought everyone their fair share of luck and joy. all in all, the twe i LOVE is very much still.. erm twe. hey! THIS BLOGGER log in pass is twerocks. how bout that? everyday i log onto my photobucket.. friendster.. blogger.. ALL password = TWEROCKS. how cool is that? and i never changed that.



but come to think of it, we're... still not considered part of this band and never will be. nobody can change the fact. they wallow in pity. while i be my happy and gay self. that's all they can do from this very day. truth be told, my section fell apart after the different band thing. there is now a drawn line between. i've been hinting this ALLLLLL the while, anyone listening? so now, they've got to PUT them back together and use this ULTRA MEGA SUPER UBER HUGE eraser to erase the line. HA HA HA. r i g h t. - -ll
*come what may for whatever's future, let it be for whatever's past and over.
hey, i can play merry widow if i practise hard enough. but i mean, doesnt make a difference if i play or not. it's.. them. :c i feel so sad. their 4 years in life? they never got a chance to play in SYF and get that pathetic-2-marks-which-is-a-lot. boo~ let's now.. do the one minute silence for these poor melancholic souls. :c i feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sad for them.




section-leader-of-whatever, maybe... you were TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO harsh on them. they wanted their stand, they couldn't get none, and you further ran them down. i read your blog, YES, I READ IT, and you were too crude with your words. maybe you thought it was right for you to say all those you've said but, that wasn't the way to put it. not like me, i can say whatever i want. cuz i'm a NOBODY. and no one will listen to NOBODY. while you were their ray of light *shingshing*, and their source of.. flute? hope, i guess. and you've just threwn them down the drain with what callous remarks you've made. not trying to ruin the bond further but.. please understand, everyone looks up to all of you(syf), gives all attention to you, showers all the love on you.. and what do performance band get? we're like the redundant smoke on a candle flame, and you all are the flame, the limelight. they could've been as good as any of you, even better than mayves if they were given the time and love to play in SYF right? they feel LEFT OUT, like me. so out of place. like, everyone played in at least one time for syf. they? none. and we'll feel cranky if people treat us that way right? so, you guys prolly need to shower 1000 times more love than you received to these people. there are only 3 of em. it's easy to guess who. florence darling.. help me just this ONCE and give them what they lack. LOVE <3 from YOU.



woo~ i said what i should. i'm sorry nicholas if i very LOR SOR. auntie must nag one right?! hee-
till again!
12:14 AM;





for the first time.. i'm so strong.



i fell sick. but what i did was cast away this heavy burden and try to do things as it should be. c: all of 'em were like "LYNN, YOU'RE SO HOT!" as in.. feeling very feverish. but i was all hyped up. weeheehee-* the bubbly fubbly me, smiling, laughing, acting all gabra although i'm feeling sick.. yaay! i'm dominating my weaknesses. and, i've been really nice to everyone around me. i tried not to get angry(if i am, i say *poompoom*), i tried to think ALOT MORE for others before myself.. tried not to be a vulgarian. which i obviously failed to do so. sheena darling is controlling me right now. haha-



Frozchatiq FC(class 5u) played against 4u and we won!!! woohoo! hahaha~ i have such a mental class and teachers simply loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee our class. i mean, S E R I O U S L Y . we've all the goody-two-shoes students.. all tuck in shirt can? furthermore, all the girls skirt are knee length.. well.. apart from some of the pretty malay girls. but the main point is that.. MY CLASS ROCKS. everytime i go to school look forward to meeting all my mentalballs. fun-filled laughter and all. like cat says "everyday has been an eventful day for me.. recently." i guess.. now that we're closer to each other.. we can do so much together. c: apart from mass orgy, if that is what you're thinking of. SHOO, get those thoughts OUT of your mind now.



yet again, another remark from this-person-shall-remain-anonymous about getting distinctions and simply, the CCA.
HE/SHE: "this year is for the choir and CO la. i don't think band and dance will get it. i think cuz all the seniors gone, then cannot cope."
me: "but seriously, they are playing better now.."
HE/SHE: "nah.. i don't think so. you see ah.. last time you all play very nice you know.. then now they play, don't have the *UUMPH*.. you know the *UUMPH* feeling.. i think it's partly because of the choice piece.. this year's choice piece got no *UUMPH* whilst last time you all play got the *UUMPH* feeling"
cat: "ya la, cuz last time i in it.. "
everybody in the class gives a cold shoulder.. hahaha- :b



and cat, I KNOW what you mean in your most recent entry. sheena and i KNOW. we're NOT as unfeeling to not notice how you felt.. but you see sheena so pretty now.. who'd avoid flirting with her? din you realise sheena's becoming so flirtatious. and she actually held poor richard's hand!!! !@#$*&^% BAKADEH! tsk tsk. tell me why like that, tell me why like that? you take my chocolate never give me back, tell me why like that?! haha- CRAP.



till.. i come online AGAIN! haha-
anyhows, what i blog is NOT meant to insult or piss off. please leave me a tag if you're angry. :s
7:50 PM;





well.. me and my ladies gossiped.. talked it out.. and realised.. not being in it wasn't that bad afterall. whatever SHE may think or say about you gorgeous beauties, she just aint the capable girl we've known. nevertheless, you girls still have me!!! weeheehee-* cheer up my ladies! >_<



life has not been going that smooth-sailing afterall.. for me. BUT, after watching this "fruits basket" aka nakama cartoon nik brought from i-dont-know-where.. i am gonna BE strong! WOOHOO! but the sad part is, i dont have those dropdeadgorgeous guys to stand by me. BOO!~ totally suck. yuki-san, shigure-san, kyo-kun, akito-san, hatsuharu-san, hatori-san, ayame-san & momiji! GORGEOUS CARTOON CHARACTERS! omg- since when-the-hell have i been attached to anime? godarnit. i think pinyi likes nakama too. if i aint wrong. SO COOL. darnit. !#@#$*%$



why for corn's sake, cat is talking like me. HAHAHA~ weeheehee-* for the first time, i'm not learning her. WOOHOO! nuts and balls's are so me. MUAHAHAHAHA~ oujiejie!!! ^5 yippy.
i can't help but fall in love with this guy.. HE IS A CARTOON CHARACTER. !@#$^*% BAKA! wth. really, i can't resist to this cartoonist's drawings. someone save me. i feel like buying the whole series of cartoon and watching it 247. and that is REALLY bad. that would cost me $$$, time and my BRAIN(puny one that is).



i'm single!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-omg- how can i ever sound so happy saying that?!!?! whilst everyone is out there cuddling to their ever so dearest ones, i'm crying alone in my room, looking up my phonebook, trying to call SOMEONE to share my sorrows. HAHA~ can't take it. i've decided. everything takes two hands to clap. me? i only need ONE hand to make a "clap" sound. i'll slap my bloody cute face. HOHOHO! nono, serious, i'm so cute, i bet half a million guys would want me. -OMG- i can't be more serious. i'm shoo KAWAII NEHHS. -dropsdead-



yes, that's something for you to laugh about. it's a happy happy april month! laughter makes the world go round. laughter is the best medicine and blablabla. i'm gonna be so optimistic, i'm NOT gonna be pissed anymore. i'll be so positive people get irritated with me. DONE!!!




LALALA~
7:02 PM;