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♥ Wednesday, August 17, 2005

enraged by watching the oh-so-not-wonderful project SUPERSTAR(my ass)

well. it's been my first time watching it and i am sceptical about it.
it's not that none of them can sing but it's the fact that the one who can actually sing is not recognised and favoured by the SO-CALLED judges (OH PLEASE, i can be a better adjudicator).
truth be told, the partially blind guy- Wei Lian- can sing 10000 billion times better than Jun Yang.
SO WHAT jun yang looks better? he CAN'T sing and it's the truth.
Wei Lian being partially blind, is being condemned! UNFAIR!
i shall speak up for him. DISCRIMINATING the partially blind, not-so-handsome and musically inclined is SPASTIC.
we're talking about talents here and they actually gave better scores for the one who CAN'T-sing-but-looks-better person. PATHETIC.
i'm cursing and swearing right infront of my tv.
but what else can i do?
spastic "judges". suck my toeeeee! can't even differentiate good from bad music.
USELESS FOOLS!
and should i be sued for being cynical? NO. it's not just an opinion. it's the fact.

halt! do you also realise that from the 2nd judge to the last remaining one, they all say the EXACT SAME thing as the first judge. really.
S P A S T I C and R E T A R D E D . eurgh.
it's useless for me to rant too.

because ONLY HEAVEN KNOWS....
song sung by Wei Lian in the competition.
i salute to you and your talent.
YOU ARE GREAT. (: GO GO GO!

9:36 PM;

♥ Tuesday, August 16, 2005

misery.

i have lost touch with those people close to me.
not only him or him but all of them.
they probably hate me or something.
the room of people i sit with hates me too.
well, i'm a loser aren't i?
maybe they don't hate me, but they don't like me either. ):
nobody likes me, everybody hates me.
i'm not just somebody, i'm nobody.

because they hate me, i shall think more and talk less.
maybe, i won't even smile anymore.
i can do it, yeah.

lost loser losing everything.

6:10 PM;

♥ Friday, August 12, 2005

it's a spare in the trunk.
it'll never be the wheels that run.

i never knew.
don't want to know.
you're contradicting and pious.
it's not like you care but i do.
go on and act nonchalant.
i don't want to think too much anymore.

he'll never read this.
he doesn't even know me.

strangers are friends you haven't met yet.
so are friends strangers you haven't met yet?
i think so.

i'm blithe for all you know, because only i am my own weakness.

11:42 PM;

♥ Tuesday, August 09, 2005

hello my faithful readers who refuse to tag. HAHA.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

yaay. yesterday was such a WONDERFUL day.
went to school, sung and celebrated national day.
it wasn't a typical school day. we had loads of fun, apart from the fun fair thing which wasn't so much of a fun fair. hmm..
the concert was great.
teachers like mr toh, mr oh, MDM SHARIFAH and mr chooi.. HAHA. ROFL.
so cutesy wootsy.
AHHH.. and VINAY! well, HALF a monty done. my eyes 'feasted'. uh huh.
half of my class girls went gaga. hurhur. "MR VINAY!! NOOOO..."
our class won the match against the teachers. yaay!
GLORY FIVE UNITED aka FROZCHATIQ FC!
head home for a nap and then to fireworks!
12 people, 6 of each gender.
cat, emmy, luvena, sheena, zhian, nick, kai siang, khairul, alvin, kenneth, naif and me!!!
so fascinated over those fireworks. damn hot. (x
wasn't so romantic but.. was nice.
will put up the photos. *AHEM asap. don't push me. i don't have a card reader.
love you people a lot a lot. love my glorious 5united.
i can't wait to get over and done with 'O' levels and get out of the school..
but i don't want to leave this class of wonderful memories.
what can i do?

one more person who knows my secret. hopefully he'll keep it.
i'm being suspected.
dang.
apparent?
i'm trying not to.
HELP. i'm in a crux.

well, TWEISTS, namely the SYF 2003 batch or those who's in the MAIN 2004 BAND,
anyone interested to come and play for my sister's wedding?
she asked if we could play canon-in-D and wedding march when she walks down the aisle.
erm. unpaid labour but fun guaranteed! (x wee~ it'll be so cool.
besides, you get to attend my sister's wedding dinner. HAHA.

by the way, that wall at the tampines sports hall is being grafitti-fied.
it's damn cool. i took a photo of it. it's HUGE.
a lot of stuffs. and one part of it says "HAPPY NATIONAL DAY."
hurhur. so nice. i guess that's why it isn't being 'gruellingly' scrubbed off.
so many times it has been done. but this time's one of the most gigantic grafitti i've seen.
well, considered vandalism. HAHA. but it's so nice. (x

fireworks at tampines just now. saw 1/4 of a WHOLE firework. (get what i mean?)
the opposite block was blocking my view. nonetheless, i still got to see it.
so i'm satisfied. i'm quite high on national day this year.
while the fireworks were being put, i was screaming and yelling. HAHA.
my neighbours must think that i'm some crazy bitch. HAHA. i WAS.
not anymore. national day would soon be over.
OHOH! you know what?
I LIKE THE FIGTHER JETS AND PLANES!!! SO COOL KNOW!
i want to ride on a DF-16. (x FUN!!! it flies at 700km/h! cool huh!
those fighting falkens were cool too. wee. i want to ride on one of each. hurhur.
but the not-so-cool flying things were the helicopters.
they looked so clumsy. hurhur. oh well.
i'll get going.

till next time. my last greetings..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
good night sweets.

2:18 PM;

♥ Friday, August 05, 2005

wanted to watch happy tree friends but i'm too timid. what the hell you might be thinking! haha. well, i can watch it with a group of friends who'll laugh at it, but not alone. i watched one episode and decided to NOT watch anymore.. haha. i'm such a coward. coward i may be, but.. WHATEVER!
http://www.happytreefriends.com

haven't been seeing mom and dad lately because when i'm home, they aren't back from work. and when i'm leaving home, they'd be sleeping. ): boo. that's not nice. and i still have school early tomorrow morning. shucks. don't like that. i want mom and dad! i need plenty of unseen love.

seriously, i ought to start revising. i'm hoping my life away that i'd do well even without revising. and NO, that is not going to happen because if that'll happen, nobody in the previous batch would've gone to a private school to retake their exams. ): hell. what more, i WON'T go to an ITE nor would i retake o' level papers and re-study in temasek. NONONO. not going to happen.

i heard that marc was going to take visual communications in TP, which is exactly where i want to go. (: that's nice. though there'll be competition between us, at least we've already got someone to trust in the school. well, just hopefully. HOPEFULLY is such a.. self-fufilling word. need to rid it from my mind. boo yea.

sighs. been really emotional and had moodswings lately. well.. not really in the presence of my wonderful friends. or maybe, sometimes. when will i learn to think and not read too much into certain things that will not happen? just when? just who am i to expect so much? why am i doing so little when i said so much? interesting. i'm questioning myself once again. yaay, maybe i could come up with some 200 question challenge all by myself. g r e a t .

she cried yesterday. excuse was "i'm too stressed." . . hmm.. she was pretty hollow all over today but cat and i bought hello panda snack for her and gave a a hug. well, i think that made her feel loved at least. (:
yes, the work is piling on us. BAH. i'm not trying hard enough. SLAP ME SOMEBODY. literally. negative expectations can be a self-fufilling prophecy but positive expectations will lead us nowhere. i have TOO positive a thinking. not, i shall. i'm leading nowhere and that IS the truth. ok, i'm going to get some work done NOW. some f&n stuffs. miss lim, miss lim.

9:05 PM;