HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! (:
i wasn't yet in the mood just last night and today, i feel so refreshed and i just can'twait to get to my grandmas's house. woot.
i felt that this year's ang baos won't be as ass-kicking as those years before but i knowthis year's CNY is gonna be great! because it's the DOGGY YEAR! everybody loves dogs don't they? (x my dog's been given tons of meat and rice la. (my mom hopes FORTUNE will bring fortune this year to our family! haha.)
i saw the light decorations in bedok. woot. kill me. since when do we have lightings for CNY?I LOVE IT MAN! it's just awesome to be feeling the importance of CNY. it's not only christmasthat'll bring families together. chinese new year do too. it's just that youngsters feel thatchristmas is buddy-buddy-gathering while chinese new year? ANG BAO! ANGBAOANGBAOANGBAOs!!chinese have neglected the importance of their culture. like the cheongsam and qipaos. who actually still wears them? but you see malays still wearing their malay baju. and so the chinese culture fades away. but since i saw the lights in bedok, i feel at ease. yay, recognised.
till LATER!! i'll report my chinese new year stuffs! (:love.
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I LOVE TEMASEK POLY.
went to TP openhouse on 19th and 21st. checked out the design, business and engineering schools. well,i love art so im getting into visual comm. (: the people there are nice and warm. i know quite some people in VSC now, cuz that day i hung around in the studiofor quite some time. xD haha.. even though im not in that school YET, i feel that im alreadya student there. HAHAHA. sighs. i really do hope i get into vsc. i never had the chance tolearn more about art and ENJOY doing art in my secondary school so i really WISH, HOPE and PRAY that i'll get to do something i LOVE in poly. first, i have to get fairly good results.next, do a nice and good portfolio AND THEN go through the interview. hope i PASS everything.THE EXAMS(!!!), the artsy fartsy part and the interview. results will be out on the 10th of february. i dont know what im feeling now but i know on that day, the emotions feltwill depend on the results i receive. i cant do anything right now to change the scores but iknow for humanities and POA, i've done BADLY. ARGH. hope i dont break out in tears of fear and sadness. cuz no point crying over spilt milk. but i'll do ALL i can to get myself into VSC and do the things i like and achieve GOOOOOOOOD results while in poly. IF i do get in. it's funny how i lack so much confidence about getting in. i've seen the works of thestudents in the design school and im like.. OMG. nevermind. i have help from my sister.hope i do have some artsy fartsy genes like she does. BLESS ME!!!
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AHAHAHAHA. i almost fell in love with her. im not supposed to. not encouraged. :


i am mad la. oh well. anyway, i am having my damned period. someone save me. what a time to be having your period. as in.. the TP open house is coming and i dont want people to see my pants being stained with dirty blood. eeks.




oh, cat!!! are you talking about me? the way i feel about you is the way you feel about me but i dont tell you my feelings? im always confused. please use in simple english. like that i'd understand better. im quite slow you have to understand. :



she cut her wrist. it was deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. MAD, MAD, MAD. dont do that please. sweetheart, if it's a boy problem, let them be! guys are dorks. wait, MOST of them are. i can still find a handful of good ones. only a handful though. so that means 1% of the entire population of the male species. so you go girl. you know you're pretty, so i guess you dont need one to live. :D i need your fashion consultation anyway. hahaha. new year is coming and my clothes all dont match. stupid.



im confused cat. i am.
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went to chinatown with my parents. (: it was so crowded. and on top of that, it was raining HEAVILY! sheesh. but it was fun anyway. we bought loads of new year decorations for our home. supposed to shop for NY clothes but i wasnt in the shopping mood. the 14th of january is in a few days. but.. we're not going to be in bangkok!!! ): boo. my banana boat is waiting for me. sighs.


watched moonlight in tokyo with my mom yesterday. which 17 year old daughter actually still hangs out with her mom at malls? which 17 year old daughter still watches a movie with her mom? rarely anyone i know. im good. i remember my mom talking to this person in a temple when i was primary 4 .
person "woah, your daughter so big still come out with you?"
mom "haha, no la! she's only 10. but by the time she's 12, her wings will grow and will learn how to fly!"

i beg to differ. im like 17. - -ll EEKS. my wings are barely growing.




anyway, i think it's the mating season now.. my dog has been really horny nowadays. and whose leg does he choose to do it on? MINE. and that's not all. he's been sleeping on MY bed. - -ll help. he takes up half of the bed please. i mean.. seriously. but he's cute, so it's okay. i'll treat him as my DARLING! woot.



it's been raining everyday. it's cool. but it's freaking me out. is jugdement day coming soon? i have many wishes yet to fulfil. and WHAT!? INDIA IS SNOWING?!?!?!




HOLY MACARONI.
11:44 PM;





okay. SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS BOREDOM!!!




sighs. i was trying to get a hold of myself but.. i lost it! eeky boo. boo bah di dah doom doom. boo nah nah shooku na-ee tong di. la la boo dong dah nanu. CRAP. what am i doing? hell knows. i need a job like everyone does. AHAHAHA. let me take up singing lessons. woot. and i'll be a singer like stefanie sun? or tanya chua? or piano lessons so i could be the next maksim? or flute lessons so i can play with james galway? or drama lessons so i can act and win the emmy/grammy/oscar awards? *smacks head* what?




sheena feels loved because she's "not the tallest" in the family.
ooh, sweet.




anyway, my mom has been talking to my dog a lot lately. she's out of a job and is going mad. DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY JOB INTRODUCTIONS?? AHAHAHA.. yesterday night my dad had a nightmare and he bit my mom's arm. earlier today she was complaining about my dad going mad. sighs. and my dog is mad. today, he blew bubbles in the water with his nose! it's not like every dog can do that. i laughed my ass off. he is SOOOOOOOOO cute, much cuter than hers, she has to admit. >:b yes, my dog is much cuter than yours.



signing off. dad's finally home. and he's gonna see me online again!!! eeks. bye people..
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school reopens for the kids. im old and rotting. i've got nothing to do at home! sighs.



went to the band POP on 30th of december. looks like they're doing great. (: that's good.. and i cant play my flute anymore! eeks. anyway, the band is constantly improving and the flutes still have their little problem that needs to be solved. oh well. i hope i will have the time to go back and visit my flutes. not like they'll need me anyway. HAHAHA.


glad to know my classmates are doing fine. apart from cat and weijie who's down with a bad cough. it's freaky how they cough soooo hard and refuse to see a doc. tsk tsk. turn on deaf ears.



i need a holiday. BANGKOK! when am i actually gonna see you? ): sighs. i have the money. i have the time. but.. they dont. things are not going to be as planned. as usual. i saw it coming anyway. so im gonna continue to laze at home, watch tv, be a couch potato or play gunbund ALL day long.
one word. PATHETIC. it's not like anyone cares anymore. they're all so busy with their lives. like sheena says, people come and go. we'll still contact each other im sure. but whether or not we'll hang out anymore.. the future will decide.



everyone seems distant. is it me or.. everyone's actually feeling the same way? eeks. i dont know.






i want a job in fullerton, for permanent. i miss minmin. i miss steven. i miss suhaila. i miss chef henry. sighs.




cat, i want to know nancy. :D i want to know dawn and joshua too. woot. impossible crap.



find a new path, seek a new love and live a new life. life's short, live it or lose it. you decide.
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