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♥ Sunday, May 21, 2006

WHY IS IT THAT I CAN'T TAG ON MY OWN TAGBOARD!?!?!?! RAHHH. they say "COOKIES DEACTIVATED?". what COOKIES!?!?! the only cookies i know of are for eating. arggh. irritating. anyway, what i wanted to say to the people are.. cat: at least i DO tag. el: LOVER!! (: Boo:AHHHHH! lols. sheena: eh, i DID THE RESEARCH! i said i'll do means i will.

ya, that's about it. HAHAHA. (:
I MISS CAT, EMILY, LUVENA, SHEENA AND ZHIAN AH!! argh.

i love inline culture. i love inline culture. i love inline culture. i love inline culture. i love love love.
hesky is LOVE!

*i want her to be my girlfriend.

3:31 PM;

♥ Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i just found out that i'm in the TPDE(temasekpolytechnicdanceensemble). WOOTX. am on cloud 9 la! finally got into something that i wanted.. RAHH. i'm in Temasek Wind Ensemble, Temasek Poly Dance Ensemble and in INLINE CULTURE demonstration/freestyle team! my oh my, i have all the coolest things to do during my free time. well, that is when i AM free. haha. which.. i'll hardly be anymore. grrr..

listening to: LOVEFOOL by The Cardigans.
wanting: thursday, friday, saturday and sunday to come asap! because..
THURSDAY = meeting day with sheena, zhian and cat! <33>
FRIDAY = TRAINING AH! i'll get to see all my skating family. <33>
SATURDAY = demo at east coast park. GOOD AH!
SUNDAY = skate la. my love<3. HAHAHA.
missing: SHAWN FOO AH! haha. i miss cat, sheena and zhian MORE!!! I MISS EVERYONE IN 5UNITED! ):
talking to: those who are so into me. DUH~ lols. okay, take it as a joke. i'm mad remember?
supposed to: DO MY FREAKING ROBOTICS SHIT PROJECT RESEARCH. eff it!
irritated by: aikes. (now i understand how cat used to feel about me.) and him!! ARGH.
loving: inline culture more and MORE and MOREEEE!!! *ahem. (:
feeling: VERY HOT and sleepy.
phrase of the period: if you think you're falling alone, look around and you'll see everyone falling with you.

i'm so bored la. my research. HAHAHA. i'll do it no worries. (: i do my work k. like.. LYNN? DO HOMEWORK!?!? omgareyouseriouswhatamiracle. haha. he's talking to me once again. you see.. i'm firm on my words. when i say i won't talk to you means i won't. now that he've started talking to me, I WON. he've been defeated. +wootx. hahaha. fufu!!! DAMN powerfu! lols. okay, i'll get back at blogger sometime soon. till here i'll update. <33>

whoever's reading.. (x

1:03 AM;

♥ Sunday, May 14, 2006

my oh my.. this week passed by as fast as a snap of the fingers. he has been PMS-ing. he scolds me for the slightest and most trival matter. what the.. i went to school with my hair still a lil wet and he started scolding me and said he don't respect people who goes out with their hair wet and yadda yadda. OKAY, WHATEVER! and he started saying i have no respect for them bla bla bla.. everyday he rants at me. okay, i understand the plight he is in now but should there be a reason for ME being the target? argh. i'm starting to hate him. i'm getting really really angry with him. i WILL leave this place once my patience runs thin. seriously, he should stop what he does and try to understand that i'm not his punching bag. he can't vent ALL his frustrations on me. some is pardonable.. not ALL. rahh. i love skating. it's on my mind twenty four seven.and because of skating, he says i have my own WINGS yadda yadda yadda. TALK TO MY HAND! the face is not free.

i'm irritated by him/her. GO AWAY!! (with inline culture 'accent') i don't wanna know.

AHHH. I R R I T A T I N G . everyone wants a piece of me.
NO, i am NOT a CAKE. shoo, i don't have listening ears. (i'll chop them off ASAP)

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD. well, including myself. hahaha. i have a son that doesn't really act like my son at all. HAHAHA. oh whatever. i AM gonna have a son like maddox. YES I WILL! adoption la! haha.. xb

tmr performance at causeway point. eeks. so far. but well.. it'll be fun nevertheless.. yay. got a lil bit income. GOOD AH. better than nothing.

$$$ I NEED A LOTTA MONEY AH!!!! $$$

oh, dance audition today was.. eeks!!! i danced like i had NO tempo, NO rhythm, NO groove. but.. i don't usually dance like that. serious! i screwed up the whole dance. grrr. i just have to try out other CCAs or put skating as my CCA. HAH! (x

nights people. eyes are getting really really dry and tired. till next time!

12:38 AM;

♥ Wednesday, May 03, 2006

i puked today, earlier in the morning at 5am. goodness, i'm falling sick. that is SOOOOOOO jinxed. i hate to be sick. my stomach keeps growling at me. the air inside it is churning angrily. RAHH. i could tell myself to puke while i was in the lab. yes, the 'puke' was up to my throat but when i rushed to the restroom, there's nothing that's coming out. i was feeling so bad.. but later on during the 3 hour lab lesson, i sat with wengy and he perked me up. he made me laugh and that made me feel better. (: yiwen was also there when everyone else went down to buy drinks.. hahaha. how sweet. and the last thing that put me to smiles.. lucas huang guan kai, year 86er who came into our class last friday turned and told me "you must get well soon. feeling unwell tell me. cuz you are my new super duper ippy yippy hyper good friend." LOL. so cute la! then i turned to asked him "eh, got stain not got stain not?!" HAHAHA. know why? cuz i was announcing my arrival of period on tuesday to those sitting around me. and lucas was unfortunately sitting infront of me. so he was saying "EEE, lynn what's that red red thing on your seat? EEE, got stain on your pants.. EEE, dont go near lynn, she having her menses." HAHAHAHA. so funny la! looks like i already have my bunch of good friends that'll pull me through engine years. (: sweet. i love<3.

I AM MISSING SKATING! already. friday please come today. i want to see my skating kakis. and friday please don't don't don't don't rain. thankyouverymuch the coming friday. (:

miss you cat. (: but then i don't really miss you. cuz i see you everday. HAHAHA. i remind myself of you. xD haha. and sheena, MISS YOU too. tell me which part of me is wrong. rahh. i'm feeling sick damn it.

ooh i love movies. I DON'T HANKY PANKY. but that seat was nice.

9:50 PM;

we all love our boyfriends, girlfriends, ex-boyfriends and ex-girlfriends. but why do we have to break up some day, ad let them go knowing that we'll regret another day? i read his blog. hopped onto somebody else's blog, evoking all the emotions in me. she loves him, he ponders about her.. and why did they have to seperate? his situation is the same. so is mine. maybe hers too. and hers. and hers. oh, him. and her. and him. so many people living in regret, in sorrows and pain. it's easy to seek another, it's hard to love new one. why do we have to make ourselves suffer this agony when we can all pull this through? we're putting ourselves through pain that'll never learn to recover but continue hurting. seriously, why do bother at all? his blog song is making me really emotional. i totally don't know what song is it, only heard of it a few times and i'm starting to like it. how long will we take to heal? how would you know you'll never love a better one if you never even persuaded yourself to try? the more i question, the more i start ot tear. haven't been like this for a long time.. and i reckon.. MUST BE THE MENSES. lols. pardon me for being frank but i like it like that. (: all IN-YOUR-FACE.

cat and sheena met up with me at east coast that very good friday 28th of april. (: well, we're still needing each other. not as much as they need me like i need them though. they never seem to mention me anywhere in their blogs. it's just about themselves i realised. oh well. and maybe i've got used to it. the more i cry about it, the more it seems i'm taken in for the pity vote.

election period. PAP cars going around the whole of singapore telling people to vote for them. WHY BOTHER?! majority of the people will vote for them. no use announcing in all different languages telling people to "VOTE FOR PAP". haha. so funny la.

i like it when you show me that you love her. how sweet of you really.

12:37 AM;